It's not your fault. You were just trying to look out for your friend. [...] I think I'd have done the same thing if someone made it look like Ming-xiong did it.
That, I'll admit. It was obvious it wasn't you - there were too many things that pointed at her. If you were going to kill someone, you wouldn't have done it in a way that made her look suspicious.
[like. dude? she's only known you a week and it's freaking obvious.]
I have to tell you that-- I didn't want to kill. I don't want to kill anyone. It'd be fucked and selfish and cruel to do that in exchange for my wish. I didn't want to sit there and weigh out how many lives I think I'm worth or anything like that. I would just . . . do whatever I needed to do to make it through this place without it.
But if I find out who did that, I might kill them.
It's senseless for anyone to have resorted to it. There are plenty of ways to indulge and get what we came here for without murder.
[she makes a face. seriously, who was responsible for this...]
But, I can't say I'd blame you for that. [even she'd be tempted, honestly.] ...still - you don't want to kill anyone. If we do find out who it was, what would you prefer? To be told who, or to have it kept from you so you aren't tempted?
And one that makes him think about a very similar one not two days ago. ... You sure you don't wanna pretend for a while more?
He hadn't liked that answer much either.]
Look. If I know one thing, it's that the truth is an evil, vicious thing. It wants things from you. Revenge, or anger or blood. If I learn it, there's going to be things that it wants from me.
...then I suppose that is a bridge we'll cross when we come to it.
[they may not find the truth right away. in fact, there's a chance they may not find it at all. but it's not necessarily a question that needs an answer immediately, so... they can table it for now.]
[she sighs very, very heavily. she'd also noticed that.]
Ming-xiong is quick to put things together logically. It felt like that evidence was supposed to point to her, so I can't say I'm surprised that's what he thought...
[but! seriously! it just didn't feel right.
shi qingxuan's always been more of an emotional thinker than ming yi, though.]
that sure did happen. it was written on her profile, too - it was bound to get pointed out eventually. it did get pointed out. but ming yi, specifically, had remembered what mollymauk had said.
shi qingxuan reaches out for him, then pauses.]
...that wasn't your fault. He's the one who chose to say it.
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[her voice is a little sharp.]
It's not your fault. You were just trying to look out for your friend. [...] I think I'd have done the same thing if someone made it look like Ming-xiong did it.
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At least admit I did it in the worst way possible. I'm-- not that good a liar. I lie, all the time, but I'm not good at it.
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[like. dude? she's only known you a week and it's freaking obvious.]
But someone did. I'd like to figure out who.
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But if I find out who did that, I might kill them.
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[she makes a face. seriously, who was responsible for this...]
But, I can't say I'd blame you for that. [even she'd be tempted, honestly.] ...still - you don't want to kill anyone. If we do find out who it was, what would you prefer? To be told who, or to have it kept from you so you aren't tempted?
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And one that makes him think about a very similar one not two days ago. ... You sure you don't wanna pretend for a while more?
He hadn't liked that answer much either.]
Look. If I know one thing, it's that the truth is an evil, vicious thing. It wants things from you. Revenge, or anger or blood. If I learn it, there's going to be things that it wants from me.
So I suppose I don't know yet.
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...then I suppose that is a bridge we'll cross when we come to it.
[they may not find the truth right away. in fact, there's a chance they may not find it at all. but it's not necessarily a question that needs an answer immediately, so... they can table it for now.]
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Molly just leans back against the wall and actually opens the to-go container at least. Smells good, anyway!]
Your . . . friend. Terribly quick to decide his judgment. [He'd certainly overheard most of trial, even if he hadn't said anything.]
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Ming-xiong is quick to put things together logically. It felt like that evidence was supposed to point to her, so I can't say I'm surprised that's what he thought...
[but! seriously! it just didn't feel right.
shi qingxuan's always been more of an emotional thinker than ming yi, though.]
But... he was wrong.
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[fuck.]
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that sure did happen. it was written on her profile, too - it was bound to get pointed out eventually. it did get pointed out. but ming yi, specifically, had remembered what mollymauk had said.
shi qingxuan reaches out for him, then pauses.]
...that wasn't your fault. He's the one who chose to say it.