Look - sorry. The last thing I wanted to do was make someone feel bad. For what it’s worth, I think you do deserve it. Everyone does. I haven’t heard a bad reason so far. I’m just drunk and awful.
[ . . . ]
And to answer your question, if you’re asking if I’ve fucked anyone, the answer is yes.
No - it's okay. Maybe I shouldn't have come here? It was getting dealt with already. I just wanted to deal with it before someone I care about got hurt. But he's here too, so maybe it's a good thing I came here! Now I can help him get what he wants...
[she's just rambling. she's not even that drunk, she just talks a lot.]
A little awful. You absolutely don’t have to justify yourself to me of all people, I promise.
[Honestly, the reason he keeps pushing is the parallels are fucking unreal and it’s freaking him out.]
I think I just— . . . We all have our own reasons for taking a deal like this. It doesn’t matter what I do or don’t think about it. I don’t want to have to be the judge of that at all, weigh anything against anyone. I suppose that’s my point.
[He just taps the glass with a nail.]
Your questions are getting too easy. I’ll tell you anything you want to know about that. It was middle of the road, so far. But sex is like . . . cake. Even if it isn’t excellent cake, it’s still cake. It’s good unless it’s very bad.
[she smiles, and since they've both downed their drinks already, reaches for the bottle to refill their glasses. this is her comfort booze.]
I'd rather not think about who deserves it most or who might not - I'd rather focus on doing what I can to get what I came here for, and if I can help others get what they want while I'm at it, why not, right?
[hmm. that's one way of describing sex, anyway, but she nods.]
There's someone I know from back home that I think you'd get along with. [as for his question...] I haven't, yet, but it's just a matter of time.
[given that there's a pretty heavy emphasis on sex here! ah, well, if it's all in good fun and it has a reason...]
Let's see... anyone you've got your eye on?
[is she thinking she'll wingman? yeah. she's a moron.]
Right. Your wisdom strikes true again. And to me, that means you absolutely made the right choice to come here. You want to make it better for everyone. I think that’s enough.
[yikes. oh dear. she pats his back once, then starts to get up.]
Hang tight. I'll get you something to help.
[she is the tiniest bit unsteady on her feet (since she's been drinking a lot), but she's also very used to being drunk, so she's able to deal with it?
anyway if he doesn't stop her, she'll head off to the kitchen to seek out something non-alcoholic for him.]
anyway when she comes back she's absolutely going to try to feed him the suanzaoren and gegen soup cure and also some water but you know what, this seems like a good place to wrap it so we can do stuff for monday.]
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[hmm.
she frowns a little, then chugs her glass.]
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[He frowns too.]
Look - sorry. The last thing I wanted to do was make someone feel bad. For what it’s worth, I think you do deserve it. Everyone does. I haven’t heard a bad reason so far. I’m just drunk and awful.
[ . . . ]
And to answer your question, if you’re asking if I’ve fucked anyone, the answer is yes.
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[she's just rambling. she's not even that drunk, she just talks a lot.]
I don't think you're awful. Drunk, maybe.
[she chuckles.]
...was it any good?
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[Honestly, the reason he keeps pushing is the parallels are fucking unreal and it’s freaking him out.]
I think I just— . . . We all have our own reasons for taking a deal like this. It doesn’t matter what I do or don’t think about it. I don’t want to have to be the judge of that at all, weigh anything against anyone. I suppose that’s my point.
[He just taps the glass with a nail.]
Your questions are getting too easy. I’ll tell you anything you want to know about that. It was middle of the road, so far. But sex is like . . . cake. Even if it isn’t excellent cake, it’s still cake. It’s good unless it’s very bad.
[Then:]
And yourself? Indulged with anyone else?
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[she smiles, and since they've both downed their drinks already, reaches for the bottle to refill their glasses. this is her comfort booze.]
I'd rather not think about who deserves it most or who might not - I'd rather focus on doing what I can to get what I came here for, and if I can help others get what they want while I'm at it, why not, right?
[hmm. that's one way of describing sex, anyway, but she nods.]
There's someone I know from back home that I think you'd get along with. [as for his question...] I haven't, yet, but it's just a matter of time.
[given that there's a pretty heavy emphasis on sex here! ah, well, if it's all in good fun and it has a reason...]
Let's see... anyone you've got your eye on?
[is she thinking she'll wingman? yeah. she's a moron.]
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[ . . . ]
Good question.
[He gives her a wink and then
downs the glass.
He looks very queasy now though.]
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she looks like about to say something, but that queasiness has her a little concerned, so she reaches over and rubs his back. there, there.]
Should we get you some water...?
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Oh gods. You’ve definitely bested me, I’m afraid.
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Hang tight. I'll get you something to help.
[she is the tiniest bit unsteady on her feet (since she's been drinking a lot), but she's also very used to being drunk, so she's able to deal with it?
anyway if he doesn't stop her, she'll head off to the kitchen to seek out something non-alcoholic for him.]
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Absolutely has passed out by the time she gets back, curled up on the floor apparently perfectly comfortable. Just sleeping it off, it’s fine.]
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anyway when she comes back she's absolutely going to try to feed him the suanzaoren and gegen soup cure and also some water but you know what, this seems like a good place to wrap it so we can do stuff for monday.]