[she'll get better with practice! my goal is now for shi qingxuan to die right after she gets it exactly right.]
...still, you didn't have to be. [anyway. she takes another drink.] Not thinking about it won't do any good, since it happened whether I think about it or not. But it freaks me out to think about it, so...
[compromise! she's drinking so she's less freaked out.]
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(if she doesn't take it, she'll drink it herself.)]
This probably won't help much, but it's at least making me feel a little better.
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[ Though she says it with a trace of a smile, taking the glass to drink from. ]
I had half-expected something like this to happen, but I had hoped it would not.
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[she just
really wanted to be wrong.]
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I agree. But that it still hurts you just means that you were kind enough to believe otherwise. I wouldn't call that a bad thing.
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anyway, she sighs.]
...that's kind of you to say, Miss Primrose.
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Merely honest, when I can be.
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...still, you didn't have to be. [anyway. she takes another drink.] Not thinking about it won't do any good, since it happened whether I think about it or not. But it freaks me out to think about it, so...
[compromise! she's drinking so she's less freaked out.]
This helps.
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[ Not everyone wants company, after all. ]
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[she tries to smile]
But I know I'm not good company right now. You don't have to stay.
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I should hope I'm not fickle enough to stay only when I think the company has something of value to offer.
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Thank you.
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Think nothing of it. Shall we indulge in idle gossip for the time being, to allow your mind to breathe a bit?
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...that would be nice.
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[that's not what she means]
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[oh. hm. romance, huh? shi qingxuan laughs.]
I don't know that I've known anyone here long enough for that, but I must admit, the majority of us are very attractive.
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[ The ones who are just too pretty. ]
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[ Buncha dangerous hotties. ]
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[whoever killed tamaki aPPARENTLY. AAAAAAAA.]