sengokus: (♟ choking on their halos)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he just sighs.]

... maybe. But it'd be better if we even knew where to start with them.

For now, we can start thinking about if they had any powers.... I know Omi-san said that his was the ability to make someone consumed with something insatiably for twenty four hours.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. It means we have to be extra diligent today - to catch any possible healing pod effects, plus that power.

And Ashiya-san and I did... but it only lasts for thirty seconds. It boils someone's blood - I dunno if it's literally? But I don't know how we'd catch it.
sengokus: (♟ even when i'm down;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
[a beat]

... I haven't used mine.

So if we want to find out tomorrow, I can try to test it out so we know what to look for. But I'd probably just use it on myself.
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[a beat]

No. I mind. And I think Yi-kun would make use of his shovel again to bludgeon me if I did that.

[MINEO your BEEFLEAF]

If people really doubt me tomorrow, we'll figure it out. But I'd rather volunteer to suffer under my own power first than use it on anyone else, especially a woman who has already been rushed to the medbay.
sengokus: (♟ i'll reach my hands out in the dark;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like he'd really want to, and I don't want to make Yi-kun mad. That's like - the opposite of what I want for him.

[gently frets!]

But ah.... it's okay. I know you're just trying to help Shi-san... but I really think you need to treasure yourself more.
sengokus: (♟ i'm not giving up no not yet;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I lack self-preservation.

[he'll own that!]

... but it used to be my job to put myself in danger to protect others.

So that's what I'm going to keep doing, because that's what I know.
sengokus: (♟ 'cause i'm not giving up;)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[he laughs a little bit at that]

But you're mortal now too aren't you, Shi-san? So I think mine trumps yours a little...
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, I used to be an officer, so I think I should be able to give some guidance to a god turned civilian.
sengokus: (♟ i thought of angels)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm....

Well, Yi-kun would be more upset about something happening to you than me.

So that decides it! We gotta be mindful of Yi-kun's feelings.
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
[he laughs a little]

.... but I appreciate the sentiment, Shi-san.

I won't take on all the work myself.... but I hope you understand why I can't just agree and let you be put in danger.

I care about Yi-kun's feelings, but I care about yours too.
sengokus: (♟ there's nothing left)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
[his expression softens at that]

... I know. And I'm really lucky - that people care about me. I think that's...

[ . . . something so unexpected that sometimes it makes him want to cry.]

Uh, but... I'm serious about how this used to be my job. I really... would rather give people peace of mind, and protect them however I can. So if I can hurt just for a little while and get us closer to answers... it's okay. It's worth it.

Otherwise it'll feel like cowardice, and a blemish on my honor.

[ . . . ]

Sorry - that was kind of a serious answer, huh?
sengokus: (♟ i'll wait for you)

[personal profile] sengokus 2021-03-06 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[there's just a little bit of a laugh at that]

... I think that we both feel the same way about each other then - but you've already done your time. So let other people take the hit now and then, so that this place doesn't make you its punching bag.

It'd be a favor to me if you did. Seriously.