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shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-10 10:28 pm
shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-10 10:28 pmEntry tags:
[7rings] catchall for misa
something nice will go here when i'm not exhausted
shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-10 10:28 pm
w4, saturday
oof. sqx is here. misa's in jail. everything sucks.]
Misa...?
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she's sitting on the floor of the jail cell, just. looking really miserable. unsurprising, given everything! she does not seem to acknowledge sqx's greeting. ]
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...for what it's worth, I didn't vote for you.
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Enough people did.
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[she believed misa when she said that at the trial, and she still does.]
...and you're smart enough to not just go and try to kill Grace or anyone else next week.
[like, after what was revealed today, if even a little evidence pointed at misa that would probably be it for her.]
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[ that gets her to look up, where sqx will be able to the streaked mascara running down the sides of her face. ]
I'm going to die tomorrow, Qiqi.
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[but enough people chose to vote for her anyway.
honestly, it leaves a bad taste in her mouth, even if she can understand the reasons hwy someone would have chosen to.]
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But none of that matters anymore. I can't change anything.
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...I'm sorry. [it's awful, to be facing this down. there's still a chance she could fight and win, but - especially after being told they voted correctly, it might be difficult for some of the others to accept, depending on who goes in there with her...] I wish I knew how to help you.
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...
[ the fact that someone wants to help her, still, after she openly admitted she was going to kill grace if it wasn't for harrow's intervention...
she doesn't know how to handle it. so she just drops her head again, her whole body trembling as she tries to keep herself together until she has to face the music. ]
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...can I get you anything tonight, that might make this night a little easier for you...?
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[...]
Something to do your makeup with, if it would make you feel better to do that before tomorrow...?
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I want to see Light one more time.
[ she knows shi qingxuan cannot help with that, but it's the only thing she can come up with. ]
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yeah she literally can't help with that. except - wait. they're in the simulation room, and mods have previously said that we can change the sim around the jail cell, so...]
...what does he look like?
[she's heading for the podium]
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He's...handsome. Short hair, beautiful brown eyes, the kind of guy you'd see on the cover of a fashion magazine, the perfect boyfriend to win your parents over as soon as you brought him over to meet them. Any girl would kill to be his girlfriend.
[ there's a glazed over, dreamy sort look in misa's eyes as she conjures the image of him in her mind. she must really love him. ]
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and i hate that i'm typing this, but - ]
And you're the one he chose. He must really love you.
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And my wish would have been to make his dream come true, so that he would love me back.
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record scratch]
But - he's your boyfriend. Doesn't that mean he loves you already...?
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But if he got his wish... if I was the one who made it happen... then he'd totally see that I'm useful to him, right?
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...Misa...
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He saved my life, you know. I had no reason to even live before I found him.
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[MISA?]
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[ma'am. you committed murder to help achieve this utopia? and he's clearly using you and you KNOW it???]
How did he do that...?