[7rings] catchall for fukuda

[shiftingwinds]

i was so convinced we already had a pc that i spent way too long trying to find it

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[holeful]

But wouldn't the other avatars have known about it too? Eleanor was aligned with Sloth.

[shiftingwinds]

...I think they might have. Greed said something to me in a conversation earlier in the week that implied I'd be doing something more than just the usual that weekend, but...

I didn't realize what he meant, then.

[holeful]

... Have you killed people before?

[He's just trying to find the logic here.]

[shiftingwinds]

...I've fought ghosts, demons, and monsters, but...

[she doesn't normally dabble in murder



which is why the whole thing with eleanor got so chaotic; she didn't have the faintest clue how to do it quickly and cleanly.]

[holeful]

[He seems to untense a little, tentatively.]

... And you're not lying about any of this?

[shiftingwinds]

I'm not lying.

[what would be the use in lying now, anyway? everyone already knows she's a killer.]

[holeful]

.... So you really meant everything you said to me? When I was still alive.

It wasn't just because you could sympathize, being a killer yourself.

[shiftingwinds]

Yes, I meant that.

[and that's part of it - one life can't mean more than others. so when it comes down to "one person will vanish anyway and it will be bad for the group" vs "you can kill one person to minimize the damages for the group," it was a no-brainer. there was no way she wouldn't agree.

(of course, there are exceptions. she has her biases, just like anyone, but she tries to be fair.)

her brow furrows.]

...you died before Eleanor did.

[even if she was sympathizing because she killed eleanor, it hadn't happened yet...?? she's confused.]

[holeful]

I know, but... We had no idea what you could have had to Eleanor, so maybe you were just...

[Just the sort of person who has killed and will kill again.]

I don't know, it made more sense when Eleanor said it? That you'd been lying to me rather than being that benevolent...
[He just does not expect people to be that good.]

[shiftingwinds]

...I can't blame her for thinking that.

[considering she killed her]

But I wasn't lying about what I said to you.

[holeful]

[He smiles a little.]

Then I'm sorry for doubting you.

[shiftingwinds]

There's absolutely no need to apologize to me for that.

[she literally killed a woman, fukuda.]

[holeful]

[So did he and also he killed five other people???]

Haha... Well, I still feel bad. Only a few people still felt bad for me after that vote.

[shiftingwinds]

[yeah, being a serial killer will do that...]

Feel however you'd like about it, I suppose. I just don't really think you need to apologize for losing faith in me.

[holeful]

I suppose faith hasn't ever been something that comes easily to me.

Though I am curious how a god ended up on tean Nevy.

[shiftingwinds]

[im going to assume you meant team envy]

I asked to switch after he lost the others. I was with Gluttony, originally.