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"shi yasss queen" ([personal profile] shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-13 06:56 pm

[7rings] catchall for fukuda

i was so convinced we already had a pc that i spent way too long trying to find it
holeful: (and then one day; I'll die.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I know being shot in the head is less painful than being electrocuted. It's the same principle. If I'm going to die, I'd rather be in as little pain as possible.
holeful: (realizing that it was the increase)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Why do you care so much? Isn't someone like me due whats coming to them?
holeful: (or do I just need to go to sleep?")

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Then what about the people I killed? You could care about them instead.
holeful: (realizing that it was the increase)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't caring about them require wanting justice for them?
holeful: (they will make fun of you)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Hmmmmmm.]

I think because I like you enough to not want you to feel bad over my death.

And not enough for me to selfishly want you to miss me.
holeful: (Now I get to say "my wife")

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Sighs!!!]

I suppose I'm not surprised. I never really believed in gods before I came here, but I thought if I'd survived, I would've liked to pray to you.
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
It's not your fault.


But... could I make one selfish request?
holeful: (and then one day; I'll die.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Could I... kiss you? Even if it's just on your hand...
holeful: (I don't look older I just look worse)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Me looking at several others pcs because it didn't even occur to me to ask that: whoops.

Fukuda watches her struggle with the invisible barrier, and then just sort of laughs softly.]


No good, huh? Well, thank you anyway.
holeful: (I am homeless; I am gay; I have AIDS)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He thinks for a moment.]

... Take care of Aoi.
holeful: (Just because you're accurate)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
Then I'll be happy. If it's you, I know she'll be safe. And if you'll miss me when I'm gone.... I really couldn't ask for more.

[Besides not dying, but hey.]
holeful: (I will pepper in the fact that I am gay)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
The first time, when I drilled the hole in my head, I was all alone.

I'm just glad to have so many reasons to not want to die now.

holeful: (I quit drinking because I used to drink)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Turns out the man with the hole in his head has a lot of problems!]

Was there anything else you wanted to talk about?

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