[7rings] catchall for medb

[shiftingwinds]

cries about wanting to make visualosities while i'm at work

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[fergalicious]

[ She hums, almost thoughtful. ]

Do you not want anything, if it can't last?

[shiftingwinds]

Ahaha... if there was more time, I wouldn't mind if it didn't last. But I don't want something that's just... rushed and pressured because of the circumstances, and then nothing.

That's too sad.

[fergalicious]

Nothing I've done or felt here has been rushed or pressured from my end.

But I can only speak of my own experiences.

[ So who knows if that doesn't hold true for others? ]

Is it anything you'd want? If you had nothing holding you back, would you want it?

[ Because she keeps saying she wouldn't mind, but there is a different between not minding and wanting. ]

[shiftingwinds]

...just leave it be, Medb. Whether I want it or not, it isn't going to happen.

[fergalicious]

[ ... Hm. ]

I'm the opposite. I run after what I want even if it might be impossible. I don't want to regret anything I don't do.

[ She's too selfish to not try. She's too confident not to just go for things. Her pride is too immense to just wait. ]

[shiftingwinds]

That's very admirable.

[it's not that she doesn't have things she wants - she does.

but in this case...

well, she can't really bring herself to go for it.]

[fergalicious]

If we spin again, can I ask you what's holding you back?

[ She's just assuming her luck will hold out. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[she chuckles]

I suppose so.

[spins!! i rolled an 18 this time]

[fergalicious]

[ Spin!! I rolled an 11.

Medb sighs. ]

What is it that the Chinese say? Crow's mouth?

[ She gestures for SQX to go ahead if she has a question. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[she smiles]

Medb, your crow mouth...

[tee hee... but hm.]

What's the first thing you're going to do once we're free of this place?

[fergalicious]

I'll win a competition with my photo book.

[ That's easy enough. ]

That's not my wish. That's just going to happen.

[ narrator voice: she does not win, but she doesn't know it yet. ]

[shiftingwinds]

Ahaha! Good for you, good for you.

Congratulations in advance!

[fergalicious]

[ She flashes a victory sign. ]

I can't help my popularity!

[ Her confidence is disgusting.

Anyway, she spins!

i got a 2 laughs ]

[shiftingwinds]

[are you fucking kidding me]

[fergalicious]

[ Wow. Medb laughs because her spin roulette was bad that she didn't think anything could be worse, but here is SQX? ]

What's holding you back?

1/2

[shiftingwinds]

[she smacks the slot machine]

Is this thing rigged...

2/2

[shiftingwinds]

...Meg and Ming-xiong are better suited for each other than I am for either of them, and it just isn't like that between Yuri and me. Besides, I think he has his eye on someone else.

[fergalicious]

Threesomes exist.

[ She's just saying?

There is a spike of curiosity over Yuri having his eye on someone else, but she won't follow up on it. Since SQX seemed reluctant enough on even revealing if she banged them. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[a beat. her cheeks flush.]

Ah. Yes they do. [...] But even so, it's - really. It's better if I don't pursue anything.

[fergalicious]

Well, I'm not going to force you or persuade you. I just think it's kind of a waste?

You'd be quite the catch.

[shiftingwinds]

Ahaha! It's true, I would be, I would be.

[fergalicious]

Yeah! So even if you're not pursuing, maybe you'll let yourself be caught?

[shiftingwinds]

[she chuckles]

Maybe, if it turns out that way.

[fergalicious]

There's nothing wrong with indulging in a small tryst every now and then.

[ She gesture to the slots. Time to spin again!

A 6. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[a 7!! haha!]

...what's your wish, Medb?