[7rings] catchall for medb

[shiftingwinds]

cries about wanting to make visualosities while i'm at work

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[fergalicious]

[ close your eyes and slumber. ]

... Huh. You weren't allowed to confess? Until today, or...?

[ Was it because of the special circumstances of that murder or something else?

Since Law was able to admit it. ]

Is it better for you now that you can say something about it?

[shiftingwinds]

[im too hype for endgame]

Today is the first I've been able to say anything about it.

[she looks down at her hands]

I don't know if it's better or worse. It just - it is. I'm relieved to not be lying to all of you by omission anymore, but I think how Eleanor feels about it is more important than how I feel about it.

[fergalicious]

Hm, sure.

[ It's not something she'll say is wrong. ]

Murder is murder. I'm not going to argue that, and I'm not really trying to make you feel better or worse about it, but if you haven't been able to say anything, isn't it better to say whatever you want about it?

[shiftingwinds]

Maybe it is, but...

But I don't think it will really help matters at all for me to say "I didn't want to kill her," when I still did it, you know? [...] And it won't really help to say "I wanted to tell you all," when I couldn't.

[fergalicious]

Being helpless and powerless is frustrating. Being unable to do what you'd like is terrible.

Doing things you don't want to even if you recognize the necessity - that's life.

[shiftingwinds]

...wise words.

["that's life," indeed.]

[fergalicious]

So what do you plan to do next?

[shiftingwinds]

Work as hard as I can to make sure they and everyone else gets home.