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"shi yasss queen" ([personal profile] shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-13 06:56 pm

[7rings] catchall for fukuda

i was so convinced we already had a pc that i spent way too long trying to find it
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
The other difference is no one here has any reason to dislike you.
holeful: (me; I have all these fucking markers.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
It just seems to me like it's be less painful to just let it happen than to struggle against it. It's not like I want to die this time.
holeful: (and then one day; I'll die.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I know being shot in the head is less painful than being electrocuted. It's the same principle. If I'm going to die, I'd rather be in as little pain as possible.
holeful: (realizing that it was the increase)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Why do you care so much? Isn't someone like me due whats coming to them?
holeful: (or do I just need to go to sleep?")

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
Then what about the people I killed? You could care about them instead.
holeful: (realizing that it was the increase)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't caring about them require wanting justice for them?
holeful: (they will make fun of you)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Hmmmmmm.]

I think because I like you enough to not want you to feel bad over my death.

And not enough for me to selfishly want you to miss me.
holeful: (Now I get to say "my wife")

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Sighs!!!]

I suppose I'm not surprised. I never really believed in gods before I came here, but I thought if I'd survived, I would've liked to pray to you.
holeful: (College was like a 4 year gameshow)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
It's not your fault.


But... could I make one selfish request?
holeful: (and then one day; I'll die.)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Could I... kiss you? Even if it's just on your hand...
holeful: (I don't look older I just look worse)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Me looking at several others pcs because it didn't even occur to me to ask that: whoops.

Fukuda watches her struggle with the invisible barrier, and then just sort of laughs softly.]


No good, huh? Well, thank you anyway.
holeful: (I am homeless; I am gay; I have AIDS)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He thinks for a moment.]

... Take care of Aoi.
holeful: (Just because you're accurate)

[personal profile] holeful 2021-02-28 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
Then I'll be happy. If it's you, I know she'll be safe. And if you'll miss me when I'm gone.... I really couldn't ask for more.

[Besides not dying, but hey.]

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