Mm, it is. Ming-xiong agreed to help me, actually, and we were on our way to ask someone else for help, too...
[she pauses]
...but, that's when I received the offer to come here. And I thought, it's better if I handle it myself, so neither of them would get hurt... It's my problem, after all! I don't want either of them in danger because of me.
If something happens and I don't make it out of here, that monster's just not getting the meal it's been waiting for for more than five hundred years. Hah! Just starve, see what I care!
The Water Tyrant. [she chuckles] I'm the top elemental god of the winds - my brother is the top elemental god of water.
Some mortals call him that because if merchant ships don't make offerings to him before they set out to sea, he'll send storms to sink them. I don't really agree with it, but...
[he's fucking stubborn!]
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When people are in a position like that...they tend to forget who they are. I guess its special for you, to be as connected with your past even as a god.
Aaah... maybe that's it. I've never been very good at letting things go.
[also, like. there's her whole cursed backstory? her mortal life still haunts her even in the heavens. it's hard to feel like an all-powerful god when the monster that stalked you as a mortal has found you all over again.]
Well, whatever the case, this is just me. I'd rather be who I am than be some ideal god or whatever.
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[A furrowing of their eyebrows, look serious.]
Is it possible to ask other gods for their boons in this case?
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[she pauses]
...but, that's when I received the offer to come here. And I thought, it's better if I handle it myself, so neither of them would get hurt... It's my problem, after all! I don't want either of them in danger because of me.
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And yet, what if the worst comes to pass? What if you don't succeed, Qingxuan? Have you thought of that?
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Qingxuaaaaan, that's a terrible way to think!
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I'm not going to die! I'm definitely making it out. But if I don't, I'll at least take a little satisfaction knowing it's going hungry.
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Some mortals call him that because if merchant ships don't make offerings to him before they set out to sea, he'll send storms to sink them. I don't really agree with it, but...
[he's fucking stubborn!]
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[And a pause. They give her a long look.]
You know...for a god, you don't really act like one. I guess it comes from your background, but still...
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[but she looks back at them.]
...is that such a bad thing?
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[A laugh.]
Gods usually look down on mortals, after all.
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[...]
So, it's... I don't know. I guess it's easy for some of us to forget that we used to be just like them.
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[Hmm.]
When people are in a position like that...they tend to forget who they are. I guess its special for you, to be as connected with your past even as a god.
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[also, like. there's her whole cursed backstory? her mortal life still haunts her even in the heavens. it's hard to feel like an all-powerful god when the monster that stalked you as a mortal has found you all over again.]
Well, whatever the case, this is just me. I'd rather be who I am than be some ideal god or whatever.
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[Aha.]
[Douman just suddenly looks down at their glass almost awkwardly.]
That's just how powerful you are, Qingxuan. To be able to think like that.
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she looks up at that, a little surprised.]
...no one's ever said that's a strength before.
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[A sip of their water.]
There's people who wouldn't want to be themselves, so...what a strong sense of self identity you have. Like a diamond in the rough.
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...thank you for saying so.
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You seem like the type of person who deserves nice things to be said about them.
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