[7rings] catchall for medb

[shiftingwinds]

cries about wanting to make visualosities while i'm at work

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[fergalicious]

An honest one!

[ She smiles. ]

That I'd like an honest answer to.

[shiftingwinds]

I -

I couldn't possibly answer. Hypothetically speaking, if I had been, it's not my business alone, is it?

[fergalicious]

[ She taps her cheek thoughtfully before pointing straight at the god. ]

How about this? You can tell me if you'd like to be intimate with each of them. That's your feelings alone.

[shiftingwinds]

[that's -

okay. she can do that.]

...I wouldn't mind being intimate with any of them.

[fergalicious]

Anything else? Would you want more with any of them?

[ Tell her, SQX. ]

More than just physical?

[shiftingwinds]

...ahaha. Medb, you're cheating, you said you get to ask a question. You've asked several!

[fergalicious]

[ She laughs. ]

I didn't think you'd be that much of a stickler, but okay. Let's spin again.

[ She pulls the lever or whatever it is. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[spin goes the slots!!!

i rolled a fucking 3. fml.]

[fergalicious]

[ i'm in tears. i got a 19.

Medb beams. ]

Same question!

[shiftingwinds]

[just. stares at the slots. why.]

...ahaha, I can't really say I've thought about it until now. This isn't really the sort of place that's good for developing anything more than physical, is it?

[fergalicious]

Yeah, but that doesn't mean you still can't or don't feel. Even if you know it's not wise to, the heart moves whether you like it or not!

[shiftingwinds]

[she


laughs]

My goodness, there really is a lot of interest in this sort of thing, isn't there...

[fergalicious]

Yeah, I don't usually care about other people's love lives, but with how we're set up here...

[ It's something to see if things can happen! Indulging and all that. ]

You're also avoiding the question.

[shiftingwinds]

[she smiles, but there's something a little melancholy about the vibes she's giving off]

Ahaha... I'd really rather not think about it. Regardless of how I feel, it's not like anything is going to happen. And even if it did, it wouldn't last, after we left this place.

[fergalicious]

[ She hums, almost thoughtful. ]

Do you not want anything, if it can't last?

[shiftingwinds]

Ahaha... if there was more time, I wouldn't mind if it didn't last. But I don't want something that's just... rushed and pressured because of the circumstances, and then nothing.

That's too sad.

[fergalicious]

Nothing I've done or felt here has been rushed or pressured from my end.

But I can only speak of my own experiences.

[ So who knows if that doesn't hold true for others? ]

Is it anything you'd want? If you had nothing holding you back, would you want it?

[ Because she keeps saying she wouldn't mind, but there is a different between not minding and wanting. ]

[shiftingwinds]

...just leave it be, Medb. Whether I want it or not, it isn't going to happen.

[fergalicious]

[ ... Hm. ]

I'm the opposite. I run after what I want even if it might be impossible. I don't want to regret anything I don't do.

[ She's too selfish to not try. She's too confident not to just go for things. Her pride is too immense to just wait. ]

[shiftingwinds]

That's very admirable.

[it's not that she doesn't have things she wants - she does.

but in this case...

well, she can't really bring herself to go for it.]

[fergalicious]

If we spin again, can I ask you what's holding you back?

[ She's just assuming her luck will hold out. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[she chuckles]

I suppose so.

[spins!! i rolled an 18 this time]

[fergalicious]

[ Spin!! I rolled an 11.

Medb sighs. ]

What is it that the Chinese say? Crow's mouth?

[ She gestures for SQX to go ahead if she has a question. ]

[shiftingwinds]

[she smiles]

Medb, your crow mouth...

[tee hee... but hm.]

What's the first thing you're going to do once we're free of this place?

[fergalicious]

I'll win a competition with my photo book.

[ That's easy enough. ]

That's not my wish. That's just going to happen.

[ narrator voice: she does not win, but she doesn't know it yet. ]