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"shi yasss queen" ([personal profile] shiftingwinds) wrote2021-02-07 02:56 pm

[7rings] catchall for sasazuka

something will go here later once i know more about sasazuka being canonblind to most of these people is hell for prettying these posts up.
dotcom: (as if you were a mythical thing)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-03-31 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's fine, at least it's just a dream? the gunshots are still going and the people are all falling as they're hit.



that said he's. immediately just grabbing onto her arm and pulling her towards him. ]


Stop.

[ his tone is haggard, and his breathing is uneven. ]
dotcom: (i'd cheat to win)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-03-31 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he'll let her tug him with no issue? he doesn't respond to her, but he's also

hyperventilating now. his hold on her is getting a lot tighter as they move. ]
dotcom: (stray i follow)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-03-31 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he



lets her. without fuss. it's mostly that he's not really noticing but he is still just clutching at her very tightly. ]
dotcom: (head on the pillow)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-03-31 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ no it can shift. it's very beautiful, meanwhile sasazuka is still just going to be completely useless.

his breathing is still uneven, but when the scenery changes, he... it's less that he's calming down but he's not getting any worse. ]


Did you get shot?
dotcom: (as if you were a mythical thing)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...

he's still hyperventilating, but he is now obviously trying to

stop ]


Okay.
dotcom: (like a priceless wine)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ the good news is that the dream is probably going to hit the 5 minutes and end, and we should probably kick them out just because this is a monday thread and it's not almost midnight thursday i'm in tears ]
dotcom: (understand each other)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 04:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ wow!

he is getting up as quickly as he can to

get the fuck away from the machine ]


What the fuck...
dotcom: (life was a willow and it bent)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
... yes.

[ obviously

not.

he rubs at his face. ]
dotcom: (sit with you in the trenches)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he just glares back and will go quiet for a while.

but, once he has reasonably calmed down. ]


I can't deal with guns.
dotcom: (understand each other)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ look. even he has to accept that it's hard to just casually explain away a panic attack. ]

Yes. [ hm... ] My mother died. She jumped in front of me.

[ sometimes you react extremely poorly to people trying to shield you! ]
dotcom: (where you stray i follow)

[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he shakes his head. ]

Where I'm from, it's not really common for people to just be carrying weapons around like a lot of other worlds here. In most places it's fully illegal, and in others there are exceptions. But the country I used to live in has a major gun problem to the point where people have been hugely desensitized to things like mass shootings and don't really blink anymore at this kind of news.

[ ... ]

It's just how life is, but it's not really something I can accept.
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[personal profile] dotcom 2021-04-01 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm, something like that, yeah.

[ he checks to see if he's steady enough now to walk and... yes. ]

But I apologize that you had to see that.

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